Dum Spiro Spero

2011-08-21T16:53:00.000+08:00

Wai my layout so urgly, see already no mood to blog hehe

4 AM

2011-07-30T03:08:00.011+08:00

Picture spam during dinz while the others cook. Hahaha.

Pics aren't with me, regret not going home to change and grab my dslr.

Mai friend above, who looks like a Tumblr indie boy (albeit not in this pic) I don't hang out with you often but you're still always there to listen to my never ending annoying rants. You're someone who knows every single detail of my damned life. Remember the times you made toasted nutella bread for me for breakfast when I was going through my first heart break, leave the expensive biscuits I like with a post it on top, cooked instant noodles whenever we hang out at your place, and just being there, lying in silence as we both struggle through horrible times about our own issues. We will make it and get into the same course, don't lose hope ☺

Someone you love, and loves you back should be your best friend + boy friend

Think I found two of such person

Fiona once said: It always ends up in hate, I don't know why

Couldn't agree more.

But I'm so glad I can still talk to you so casually again?

A few days of whining non-stop, sharing problems, rating people, discussing things that are epic to random.

Nowadays there're things that keep reminding me of you, and people who mentions our past.

I don't know if this means I miss you but there's really nothing more to it.

You just don't forget some people ☺

These two days were unexpectedly good.

So confused. Can't help but to ponder. Am I supposed to be happy over your little acts? Or are they just conventional. So exceptionally good and caring but I don't know who to listen to. What I do know is, you make me happy.

Today is Fareez's birthday, no wishes cause all has been said!

Had school as usual, my hair was such a mess cause my PA no come.

Jasmine Loh. Hahaha, but she came back in the afternoon. Class is so boring without her and ryan and yuzhong together being autistic/retarded

Chilled in the canteen after that for such a long time just waiting for that bugger to be back from his other celebrations. Esyk and I took a really long time to complete the A4 wish. Chat with Gatria, Sparrow, and the others in between. Fareez had cake on his face and water all over, lucky me, I escaped from the mess and went to bl instead hehe. Came back and help them record their covers and off we go to batok~ Then Clementi Mall for Seoul Garden. EPIC.

Lakepark to lepak, some heart to heart talk with my bros like always.

"Memories make even the smallest things worthwhile. It isn't a waste of time on anything.

Doesn't matter when it ends because I know I have made an impact on her and she has made an impact on me and I'll be safe in the knowledge that we were happy together."

Some people may be always joking around but they are in fact very deep, and sweet.

2011-07-28T21:59:00.002+08:00

Hi mother fuckers.

No, kidding. I am not that vulgar hehehe.

Will start blogging when I have pics!

Can't wait for the big O's to be over, have so many things in mind

Meanwhile, lots of ♥ to (insert gazillion names here) x

2011-06-25T03:07:00.000+08:00

Sleepover at Krish's place yesterday.

Second time we met up this year and it was great, comfortable as ever.

Didn't get to swim or go to the steam room cause that dancer pulled her inner thigh so we just watched tv, told each other stories, and I was showing her all these people and she got all bitchy and dramatic. I love that retarded girl, she's like a mother. Giving me 'the talk' and all. A rom-com before we head to bed at 4 am.

"In life, people come and go. Days, months or even years down the road, suddenly we all lose touch. But the ones who stay, through thick and thin, the ones that you know, during times in need would be standing beside you, These are the people that will always have a special place in our hearts. You may even go on for weeks or even months not contacting each other but you know they’re always close at heart. Even so, when you meet up, it’s as though nothing has changed."

(insert album)

2011-06-21T14:28:00.000+08:00

Someone life-changing

Someone special who can motivate you

Someone you can talk about your deepest feelings with

Someone who wants to listen

Someone who pays attention to the smallest details

Someone who reciprocates

Someone who understands without explanation

Someone who only focuses on you when there are so many other pretty girls out there

Someone whose eyes only search for you in a crowded place

Someone whose home is your heart

Someone who takes away the pain

Someone who shares your problem and lessens your burden

Someone who won't walk away at any point of time

Someone who makes you the reason for their smile

Someone who wants the best for you

Someone who takes the effort to make sure things are going the right direction

Someone who brings out the best in you

Someone who appreciates your existence

Someone who sees you like no other

Someone who treats you like gold

Someone who can't bear to see you sad

Someone who doesn't mind going the distance just to see you for awhile

Someone who wouldn't let you worry so much

Someone who would sacrifice anything for you because you are worth it

Someone who always reminds you that you don't have to be afraid of losing them

Someone who puts you first, making you a priority because you mean that much to them

Someone who makes you feel important and needed

Someone who looks at you like he can't believe you are his

Someone who isn't afraid to show his emotions

Someone who will not let you go through the tough times alone

Someone you can always count on to be on your side

Someone who wouldn't their promise and say the words they don't mean

Someone you can trust not to hurt you even though they could easily do so

Someone who would save you in situations and not leave you desperate

Someone who is always reachable because they want to be there for you

Someone who doesn't exist, or was once all these

2011-06-18T17:16:00.000+08:00

Day out @ Vivo

Was about to put up the movie poster but decided against it in case I freak out so.. anyway we caught Laddaland.

Scary -- I'm sooo afraid of all these supernatural stuff -- but frickin' hilarious when there's a shocking scene and people scream.

Being so fickle minded, I don't know to upload the photos on Facebook, Multiply or just pick a few for my blog.

It'll take forever to upload all on Facebook. I don't know how people do that, the files are so large.

And there are lots of photos because fikri insisted we each take once and to my surprise the guys are such cam-whores and spammed my cam with photos while yt and I went to buy Gong Cha

Oh wait, forget 'bout that. Facebook acc is deactivated.

Goddamnit why do I have to think so much into everything?

(wait for the album to load -- supa slow -- or just click here)